I look into their eyes and I feel like a failure. As a mother, a wife, a person. I can't provide for them. I can't give them the attention they need, they crave. They act out in school. Devean is angry, to the point even his teacher said something. They all deserve the best and I can't give them that. I look Joei in the eye and cry bc I know I can never be the mother she deserves. I hurt. But I keep it in bc its easier that way. I just put a smile on my face and "put in my big girl panties." I guess this is life.

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