so blessed

I really am a very blessed person. I have an amazing husband, beautiful children and awesome friends. There are times I wish my friendships with some were different but I have to realize I sometimes have high expectations for people when I should just cherish the fact that we are friends.

I do have a handful of people I can truly call my friends but those people I consider my family. I would do anything for my family.

I'm praying that God shows us the path he wants us to take as far as this new job Jeramie has applied for. I'm putting my want aside and praying for his will to be done.

I have let down my guard and removed my grudge I held against people. It takes too much energy to hate people. All I can do is be me. I want there to be peace and positivity in my life. I'm done with the drama and negativity. I'm trying and that's all I can do. But I will protect those I love and will do what I can to make sure they don't get hurt.

I'm trying to find a church home as well. I feel lost and need to become grounded again. I have started doing devotionals in the morning while drinking my coffee and am enjoying it. I want to be a good example for my family.

God has blessed me with an amazing family and amazing friends and I want to be as uplifting to them as I can :)

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